(Sorry for my absence recently – life has been BUSY…..more on that in another post, which will hopefully make an appearance in less than a week)
I started this blog a little over 7 months ago. Of course I’d hoped the infertility journey would be over by post 100.
But it’s been a crazy journey so far.
We started out with zero sperm. Today we have 36 million.
I finished my second marathon.
I cleaned snow off of my car with a spatula.
We made plans, changed them , and then changed them AGAIN.
I wrote an Ode to several different silly things.
I learned a great deal, was reminded that I am stronger than I think, and have started to truely understand that infertility is a marathon – as much as I wanted it to (and still wish it would) be more like a 5k.
I’ve had nearly 10,000 page views which takes me by surprise, even though I think many of them were thanks to strange searches such as c.um shoot a.nus ( I guess even those interested in the stranger side of life may want to read what I have to say….). I’ve always liked to think I’m a decent writer, but it means something totally different to have someone say they enjoy what I write.
All in all, the last 7 months and 100 posts have had many ups and downs. Just today I had a conversation with my friends dad about hard times, and how when you are going through it, it is so difficult to see the positives. But nine times out of ten, when it’s over, you find yourself thinking “that wasn’t so bad after all”.
I’m still ready for this infertility journey to be over, but don’t regret any of what has happened so far.
Here’s to another 100 posts, which will hopefully soon start me towards another finish line: motherhood.
In the meantime, I still have plenty of sarcasm to share.